I don't want to...

For my un-named, unofficial girlfriend,

Baby, I know that I do not treat you any where close to the sunshine that you are

You are this tall, high yellow, sexy young woman who is smart

and getting more and more open minded as the days pass

I do not want to allow another day to go by without you knowing how special you are to me.

I refuse to allow another moment to go by

without your smile brighting up my morning and afternoon and evening

You share so much of yourself with me

and I am more than grateful for that

we do not have sex...we make love...mentally and emotionally and physically
and every time you touch me, I feel...
like a virgin touched for the very first time again...
(or the second and third time...whichever one you will believe ha!)
You are a big part of this crazy, untangible, unpredictable person I call Zaraya
I have fallen so deep for you...and I can't get up.

But honestly, I don't want to.