I refuse

I refuse to let this distance BREAK ME
I am not made in the apple of anyone's eye
BUT I am the desire of a few
I refuse to be SAD for being ANGRY
for feeling LONELY
I refuse to allow someone to control my feelings
my emotions...
this is my BODY and MIND
I need to take back control
I refuse to let the end of this academic year DRIVE ME CRAZY
I am young and
I refuse to waste my youth being anything but
YOUTHFUL

Song of the moment: I refuse by Aaliyah

Pandora Obsession

Thursday Morning- Time now  8:48 am  Bright and Early.
And these are the moments, I can't help but be grateful for PANDORA. These morning shifts are rough  but listening to music that I WANT to hear to makes it SO much easier. My job consists of me sitting at a desk answering phones/questions for 3 hours. Sounds fun, I know. And right after I rush to class in a frenzy...but atleast I have some throw back songs stuck in my head to accompany my frenziness *laughs*

Right now, I am mellowing out to Trina Broussard "Inside My Love"
Who knows what's next. The possibilities are literally ENDLESS. Especially since I have so many stations on this thing. I am too excited right now

When I'm control, who knows what will happen

Thanks Pandora...I am a true OBSESSOR

9 months and Counting

Tomorrow (April 22,2011) is my 9 month Anniversary. And I must say that I am ecstatic. I am one of those girlfriends that wants to buy her mate something if I can every month. Unfortunately, this was not the case for this relationship but it doesnt matter. My girlfriend and I are super happy to be seeing each other since my school is a couple of hours away from home. We don't get to celebrate every month together but when we do, it feels worth the wait. I am not sure exactly how we are going to be celebrating but to be spending time with each other is MORE than enough for me.




Britney posing after getting her hair done (again)





This is me (Zaraya) looking bright and youthful, also YELLOW is her favorite color ;)



I love the beginining thrills of relationships that carry over into the WHOLE relationship. Like when we wear each other's favorite colors. And how we suprise each other with something adorable, such as jewelry boxes, with jewelry in it ;)

I can't wait to go home and see her...and my other true love- NEW YORK CITY


Song of the Moment-She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5

A Hectic Week

Let's start with my computer. It caught a cold...and needs to go back to the Dell store to get better. It has had a cold for maybe 2 months, and it has been killing me. I went and got consultation and it was determined that my LCD screen is pixalated. (Urgh) Fancy way of saying the hardware has some glitches that comes when you drop a computer :(    I had to send it back to get vaccinated. LMAOOO...Hopefully, it shall return within a week.

On to other news, last night my twin sister, Rayshel, my friend Jessica and I did an all nighter. We decided that Sophmore year in college should end with a few more memories than what we have accumulated thus far. So, we stayed up and LIVED IT UP...We had what we called a "PANEL INVASION"...ha!!!

Now I am at work for an 8am shift. Yep, this is the life. I am not dying yet, but I am sure the feeling will come soon. (shaking my head)

I am going to try and stay awake fora couple more hours. No class today-everything was cancelled...and my Easter Break starts today! Whew!

xoxoxo,
Zaraya