I refuse

I refuse to let this distance BREAK ME
I am not made in the apple of anyone's eye
BUT I am the desire of a few
I refuse to be SAD for being ANGRY
for feeling LONELY
I refuse to allow someone to control my feelings
my emotions...
this is my BODY and MIND
I need to take back control
I refuse to let the end of this academic year DRIVE ME CRAZY
I am young and
I refuse to waste my youth being anything but
YOUTHFUL

Song of the moment: I refuse by Aaliyah